The Last Desert Blogs 2024

James Crowe

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The Last Desert (2024) blog posts from James Crowe

02 December 2024 09:54 pm (GMT-06:00) Central Time(US & Canada)

The setting for today was not to be believed. Every time i looked out over the cove in which the ship was docked at the ring of snow-covered peaks, floating icebergs, and penguin colonies, it felt like I was watching a sci-fi or AI-generated movie of "most beautiful polar scene". The 5am breakfast and 6 am Zodiac usual drill was less fun for everyone today, because everyone seemed tired. But once we were on shore, spirits seemed to brighten. The course was short but challenging, basically a steep zig-zag up a snowy hill, a long traverse across the hill (slowly receding from the visual interest and olfactory offense) of many penguin colonies on the hill. Then, a left-right-left-right zig-zag down. The surfaces were irregular diagonals of 2 feet of softish snow, though over time single track formed, and the team tried to make it a little safer by snowshoeing the surface. The ascent felt more reliable over the day, though the descent torqued my knee quite a few times. Despite the prediction of -4°F below and moderate winds, there was little wind, and I overheated. I had to remove layers even in the middle of a circuit. Some shorts appeared and maybe a few short sleeve shirts. But it was also bright. People got a lot of sun today.

We ran the course for 9 hours, then some swimming, a briefing, dinner, and a gorgeous passage through floating ice. We are on our way to Deception Island.

 

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01 December 2024 09:47 pm (GMT-06:00) Central Time(US & Canada)

5 am breakfast, packing, dressing, onto the Zodiacs. Cold temp and colder wind. We're off. A several km course over hills, plenty of elevation on the day, past penguin colonies. At the top, a 360-degree view that felt occasionally like Everest because it was only snow, and the rim around in every direction was ice and snow, and water, as far as the eye could see. The footing was uneven, 2 feet of snow, eventually a track, but it took several circuits for a discernable line to form. I never felt the surface reliable enough to get into any real kind of rhythm. The wind was everpresent. I was trying to avoid overheating and the accompanying goggle fogging, but as a consequence, any exposed flesh (like ears) got cold very quickly. The views were stunning,  but I spent a lot of time looking down to avoid turning my knee, which is still uncomfortable after my knee surgery earlier in the year. Stephen appeared on two circuits in snow shoes and accompanied me, which was nice for me, though I wasn't much of a conversationalist. Today, for me, was more of a 'one foot in front of the other' day, and persisting, and trying to avoid wind or sunburn. I kept moving the entire race period, so that was a victory on the day.

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30 November 2024 10:33 pm (GMT-03:00) Buenos Aires, Georgetown

We arrived to the stage site after an all-night cruise while sleeping. As we awoke, we were still cruising, but now we had reached the continent, with a long and impressive coastline, cliffs of snow and ice. Thousands of icebergs large and small were drifting by, some with birds or penguins atop. A few whales spouted. The air was misty and there was light snow. I felt like an appropriate arrival to the continent. 

After breakfast, the usual drill, suit up, dry bags and backpacks and waterproof clothing an muck boots, a like jacket, and then stand in queue sweating because of all the warm gear. Finally to the side of the ship, swipe ID out, and down the gangway. With a light wind and snow, it felt colder than I remembered from the day before. I day dreamed about how cold it would be if we fell in, and wondered how long we would last. I guessed 1-2 hours, and we looked it up later - 15 to 90 minutes. Yikes! Though there a quick polar plunge option at the end of the trip I think. 15 seconds of cryotherapy, the new experience for health and longevity.

We sped across the water in our Zodiac, exited on shore, and a short walk to the start and drop bag tarp. Switch out of rubber boots to running shoes, gaiters, and microspikes. Pull the food bag out (i never touched it today). And waddle to the start. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. Go! The course was a twisted loop, 1.3 k in length, just a loop up to the top of a hill, an then descend ,then ascend the opposite hill, and descend. The loop was a figure of 8 shape, but i thought of it as an infiniti loop. We had the option to run as many circuits as we could in the time allotted. The surface was several feet of snow, and the default step was 2 feet into the snow. After the crowd has been through once or twice there was usually a single track forming, but the footing was irregular and plenty of time people postholed right in the middle of the track. After a few circuits traffic control became a dance. The top dozen or so racers were having to negotiate past the rest of us on the single track, and either or both ended up in the no-man’s land of deep snow just inches off the track. Everyone worked hard to cooperate. The climbs were switchbacks, as were the descents. Turning was not necessarily natural.

I was overheated most of the morning. There was little wind on the course and i just felt hot, with only two layers. My glacier glasses kept fogging, which was annoying, because I couldn’t distinguish the track and kept slogging off course. Eventually I got my top unzipped and adjusted my desert hat, and cooled off a bit and my glasses eventually improved a bit. then the run started to feel fun.  A rhythm of up and down. The views at the top were stunning. We could see the kayakers in the water, I made out my son Stephen in the water and we waved to each other. I felt grateful for the moments of cresting at the top of the course twice a loop. The scenery didn't seem real. 

Before I wanted it to end, time was up, and we scrambled to convert all back to waterproof and board Zodiacs, and in a flash I was showering and eating lunch. 

We motored to our next site over the afternoon. We napped. The scenery changed yet again, and we were awoke, there were thousands of icebergs floating. A pod of ~ 8 bottlenosed whales passed close to the ship. 

We arrived to our destination a bit late, so the staff cancelled the evening run. But Stephen still joined the group to sleep outside on the ground in a bivy bag (loosely termed ‘digging your own grave’). 

We’ll be up at 5 am tomorrow for the next leg!

Jim

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29 November 2024 10:00 pm (GMT-03:00) Buenos Aires, Georgetown

Up at 5 am. Apparently we didn't get the memo all the participants would eat the breakfast voraciously before 5:15 am. We made do.
 
Then final packing of drop bags and backpacks and suiting up with run kit, waterproof gear, life jackets, and waterproof muck boots. To the gangway, clock out with our ID cards, and down the metal gangway, and into the zodiac, and we were. It was cold and windy but only a 5 min ride to shore. Into the ocean water for a second and a few steps to shore. Penguins were already apparent near the landing site. We slogged our drop bags up a snowy hill through the colorful flags of nations at the start, and then to the tarp. All drop bags and eating was restricted to the tarp. Muck boots off, and nested into each other to avoid getting moisture in them. Goretex running shoes, microspikes on the bottom, and knee high Goretex gaiters. I left the waterproof gear on. Pack on, poles out, and within minutes we were off.
 
The snow was kneehigh, I am guessing 2 feet in a lot of places. Earlier runners had traversed the marked path, so there were footprints, but we were all postholing any way, at least for the first 2- circuits. The marked course was 5k. 
 
The views were stunning! Icebergs, stone and snow covered ranges around the Half Moon Bay. We saw a perfect lenticular cloud, amazing fog along the water in the middle of the day. The animal life was amazing. Penguins calling to each other and climbing penguin highways up to safe places. Seals on shore and in the water swimming. One of the largest seals was basking on the shore with blood around its mouth like messy lipstick, and a trail of blood from the water to site of relaxing. Albatrosses and other birds above. Whales surfacing in the bay. 
 
Im not certain of the temperature, but reportedly was about 32°F all day. Which allowed some broad challenges in thermoregulation. Sitting still on the trap between loops, wet and in light clothing was cold. But otherwise I was overheating all day. I started with 4 layers on top and eventually removed the rain jacket, but I was hot and soaked most of the day. I would’ve removed one more layer, but the hassle of removing the backpack, the numbers ID jersey we were wearing on top, it just felt like too much work in the cold to take care of. 
 
My awesome son Stephen ran with me the whole day, which was an exceptional gift to me. It was fun being together and he looked out for me. He completed his first ultra too, at 50k. And was smiling and happy, it looked like he had more in the tank. 
 
The running was harder than I expected. The track never really firmed up the whole day so we were moving in irregular snow surfaces. Passing slower runners on the single track required an anaerobic burst into the untrodden snow post-holing while accelerating. I could feel my heart rate spike every time. It felt a little costly. 
 
We finished at the end of the day, the organisers called time, so, we did 10 x 5k loops, which was great. 
 
Packing up everything off the tarp, folding poles, slogging the bags and backpack down the hill to the zodiac felt inordinately hard after running 12 hours. Its basically part of the race. The zodiac teams are awesome and got us loaded and speeding to our ship. Up the gangway. Gather the bags. Wash the bags, and boots and running shoes in disinfectant to remove animal (penguin) feces and in part to avoid transmission of avian influenza from island to island. 
 
We stumbled to our cabin, showered, made it to dinner and ate a lot!
 
Now we’re putting all the pieces together again. I haven't quite gotten my mind around doing this again tomorrow. 
 
I had plenty of thoughts on course, which are hard to describe. Being with Stephen all day was very different from previous desert races, as I was never alone, and thus didn't have the acute loneliness of being in the middle of a wilderness suffering. We didn't converse all that much, but there was a camaraderie that felt very nice. The scenery was so unreal. It felt like we has stepped through a gateway into a world that doesn’t really exist. 
 
Our ship has already launched for 12 hour overnight transfer to the continent (today we were in South Shetland Islands). That also promises to be otherworldly.
 
So grateful for everything above. One of my favorite koans - Alive or dead?    Today, Alive.
 
Jim
 

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Sam Fanshawe

Posted On: 30 Nov 2024 02:44 pm

Hi Jim, I can't imagine how cool it would be to be out there racing with your son and sharing the experience. He sounds like a very cool kid (he's made it onto a few videos) and amazing that his first 50km is in Antarctica. Don't think about the next day / stage focus on the present - you are in Antarctica after all!

28 November 2024 10:29 pm (GMT-03:00) Buenos Aires, Georgetown

Our ocean passage proceeded as expected. Two days in a rocking ship. Briefings on seals, and other wildlife. Biosecurity training and checks. Going through all the gear packing again! Brushing all of the velcro and vaccuming all bags and fabrics. And cleaning sand or mud off shoes. All to protect the pristine environment. Zodiac procedure training. Ans more.

As we made progress, finally we saw our first iceberg in the ocean, and soon thereafter penguins swimming in dolphin fashion. An hour later we started seeing majestic peaks of rock and snow in the mist. The magnitude of this place finally hit home. It feels like we are in an AI-generated screen saver of another planet. 

Ice. Snow. Rocks. Water. Very elemental. 

Of course, it’s also exciting to think of spending 12 hours running in this amazing place tomorrow. There isn't any more ‘getting ready’ at this point. 

We’ll be up at 5 am, and running by7. so, its on.

Jim

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28 November 2024 08:00 pm (GMT-03:00) Buenos Aires, Georgetown

Our ocean passage proceeded as expected. Two days in a rocking ship. Briefings on seals, and other wildlife. Biosecurity training and checks. Going through all the gear packing again! Brushing all of the velcro and vaccuming all bags and fabrics. And cleaning sand or mud off shoes. All to protect the pristine environment. Zodiac procedure training. Ans more.
 
As we made progress, finally we saw our first iceberg in the ocean, and soon thereafter penguins swimming in dolphin fashion. An hour later we started seeing majestic peaks of rock and snow in the mist. The magnitude of this place finally hit home. It feels like we are in an AI-generated screen saver of another planet. 
 
Ice. Snow. Rocks. Water. Very elemental. 
 
Of course, its also exciting to think of spending 12 hours running in this amazing place tomorrow. There isn't any more ‘getting ready’ at this point. 
 
We’ll be up at 5 am, and running by7. so, its on.
 
Jim
 

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28 November 2024 05:35 pm (GMT-03:00) Buenos Aires, Georgetown

It’s Thursday and our third calendar day on ship. We’ll arrive to Half Moon Bay tonight. I would say the event begins tomorrow with 5 am wake up call. But that’s just the running part. It feels like we are days into the event.

We slept through the night as the ship rocked left and right through the Drake Passage. There is nothing here but endless waves, and seabirds. Of course we’re all huddling inside and enjoying each others’ company. Its quite brisk out on deck.

The logistics and planning continue. We had yet another gear check today, bringing all our race clothing and backpacks and shoes for the biosecurity check. Brushing all fabrics and especially all the velcro, to remove stray threads or debris, and washing dirt or sand from shoes, pole tips, etc. Vacuuming all the fabrics. The idea is to keep nonnative seeds and microbiome elements out of the pristine Antarctica environment. I’m glad they are so compulsive about it. Good stewardship. But then unpacking and packing the race pack. I have done that too many times already!

The ship was really swaying over some large waves, and glasses and table ware tumbled and even two participants at my lunch table tipped over in chairs and hit the deck. Everything was ok.  

Overall though, the whole experience is pretty meditative, with little to do between meals, just stare at the endless ocean, endless waves, and get to know some new friends, and naps in our berths. It’s definitely restful. But also a little hard at the moment to envision transitioning abruptly tomorrow from restful rocking ship to high performance running in a hostile environment. I am sure we’ll all make the transition. But cognitively it feels a little hard to envision the switch today.

A couple more briefings today, and a dinner, and hopefully early to bed tonight. 

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27 November 2024 04:40 pm (GMT-03:00) Buenos Aires, Georgetown

Stephen and I flew from Houston together to Buenos Aires and then to Usuaia (the end the world, Fin del Mundo) in te Tierra del Fuego. Our flights were on time and all luggage arrived, a miracle.

We spent a couple days at a quiet hotel overlooking the Beagle Canal (Darwin spent several years here). Eating Argentine beef or local seafood, and sitting in hot tubs and the heated pool. That part of the preparation was not onerous. We hiked one day up to the Martial Glacier, which was beautiful and some elevation, it was good to stretch legs and sweat some. The next day we did a similar hike to Laguna Esmeralda (Emerald Lake), very beautiful. Yesterday, last minute errands, the luggage drop, the race briefing.

I have so many friends here from previous desert races, it felt a bit like a college reunion. This crowd is optimistic and supportive. I love being part of this team, comprising racers and staff from all over the world.

We boarded the expedition ship about 4 pm. We did life jacket and emergency evacuation drills and then we were off by about 6 pm. A meal, briefing, the 100 point required item gear check, and then to bed. Around midnight we emerged from the relatively protected Beagle Canal into the ocean, the Drake Passage. The ship has been rocking back and forth ever since. Some folks are having seasickness but Stephen and I are ok, so far! 

We listened to the bird briefing but slept through the whale talk. We have been so sleepy on board. Food plus a large rocking cradle = sleep inducing.

We just finished another briefing, pertaining to the actual first race day on Friday. Boots, waterproof suits, Zodiac boat protocols, safety rules, environmental rules, multiple drop bags. There a lot of details, but that’s part of the fun, figuring out all the puzzle pieces of the logistics and rules. The running is the carrot at the end of the stick.

Apparently the running is not trivial, running on snow and ice. And, surprise, it may be really cold and windy with excess UV light! Looking forward to that. I am enjoying having long unstructured periods of time to be with Stephen. So many good aspects of this adventure so far. Feels good, Jim

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Sonia Pahwa

Posted On: 28 Nov 2024 06:43 pm

Wonderful to hear about the womb-like experience of your Drake crossing - sounds ideal. Thrilled for you and Stephen - you are winning at dad goals. Thanks for your writing and allowing us to see a bit into how the event is unfolding. Wishing you and S a good rest and excellent first day on course!

Sam Fanshawe

Posted On: 28 Nov 2024 11:21 am

Hi Jim, I am enjoying reading your literary works again. Sounds like you are fairing pretty well in the Drake. I hear it is relatively mild, but not sure that everyone there agrees. So fun to see so many friends meeting up for the trip of a lifetime and very exciting that your son is there with you! Good luck tomorrow!

25 August 2024 05:34 pm (GMT-06:00) Central Time(US & Canada)

It's been over 90 degrees here this week in Nashville, TN, and a little hard to imagine running in bitter cold. But I've started dreaming about it. Visualizing. 

Most of my exercise energy in the last month or so has been consumed by researching and assembling all of the required gear for this race. I did Atacama Oct 2023 and Gobi 2024, so I'm good on all the gear for a stage race in >100°F. But gathering the gear for this race has been a process marked by next-level complexity.

A special and gratifying part of this race is that my son is coming with me, and is preparing for the Antarctica Ultramarathon. I'm especially excited about that.

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Rob James

Posted On: 28 Aug 2024 01:35 pm

James - am with you on the gear and the heat - where to try out running in all the kit and spikes??!! Look forward to meeting you both in November!